several years ago, while on a 1/2 year trip from new york city down to chile, ii was for a while in peru, the huaraz area north of peru. did some ice-climbing there and was getting ready to move on to cuzco via lima. i hade planned for months, actually ever since the beginning of the journey, to go and "do" the inca-trail and to see machu picchu. this idea developed in some di-vision, some "must". once in lima ii got so sick, ii thought i might die. ii stayed in some shitty little room of some pension and could hardly muster energy to go to the toilet a few times a day. the bodymind had, what seemed like, no will=force left.. ii was out for 3-4 days and thought i could never go on (with) anythinkg, not to mention the inca-trail. ....... need to "finish" this "story" another timespace, no drive/r, now, some 6 years later, to "tell"&"complete" this..... "story" ~ nyc, december 2003 2nd attempt: reading what i com&posed abcove i realize: that i got off-trail with the hisherstory (i actually started telling amother story, the story of machu picchu, that one, once again, at a later tice=time&space). in lima i "got" sick, but the point of "lima" is: that the "gotten-sick" did have to get there in the first place. the "got"-sick had all&ready gotten, so to say. i was (becoming) "sick" already at the tice when i was merrily ice-climbing in huaraz. lima = everythinkg happens with a delay, there is no 'real'time (no real-tice), what knocked me out by the time i came to lima WAS allready in the (out)coming on my way there. thus: anythinkg/s in life comes&goes with a delay, zeitverzoegerung. that delayish f'act'or is inherent in anythinkg. thinkgs=thought 's all ways (on/off)trailing the (un)"real" april 2004, new york city